Hey everyone,

Just letting you all know that I'm still alive. There have been some major changes in my life recently that have affected me being online lately.

I fell out of love in a relationship I was in for about 2 years and never even expected it. About a month later, I fell back into love with another person and have moved on. I never imagined I would and never thought I'd change so differently and move on so fast. We're just taking it one step at a time.

I've been spending more time with my friends than I ever have for the longest time. I regret not spending a lot of time with my friends for the last 2 years, and know I will never get it back but I have been making up for it, definitely.

I'm not letting what others say get to me. I have been following just what my heart tells me to do and, for once, I never wasted my time looking back. I have all of these new feelings and experiences happening to me that I never want it to end. So what if I'm three years older than my new boyfriend? So what if I may not be able to return next year and see him every day like I do right now? People always look for something to pick about with people.

We're still getting to know each other now and we'll see what happens in the end. Whatever happens, happens. All I know is that I have never felt this happy, this loved, this appreciated in such a long time. I never thought I could be into someone else this much so quickly after recently just getting out of a long term relationship!

I have no idea what I will be doing at the end of my school year, but I have decided to stay for a full year at school (Thank god they let me!) since that would give me more time to think about what I want to do. I just don't think I'm ready to move to the big city yet and I'm glad I figured this out before it was too late. I'd like to live in the country longer (Yes, I can't believe I'm saying this! lol) and perhaps get a job sooner or later if mom decides she wants to stay out here longer too. (It would make me really happy if she did, but we'll see what happens!)

I'm just taking things one day at a time and spending as much of it with friends and family as much as possible. I don't want to think about my future right now, my present is all that matters to me in this moment.

There are more issues going on, but I cannot disclose them here, so if you come on msn or facebook sometime, message me if you'd like! I will try to post more photography and entries, but I can't guarantee anything. I will definitely give dA my most undivided attention whenever I can!

Thank you all for understanding and I hope to hear from you soon! Take care! ^_^

I really need to go since I'm in English class and the bell is about to go! Hehe! xD

Love,

♥Destyni♥xo♥